So, at the back end of December 2014, I pulled on to my driveway, reached round with my left arm (UK driver) to pick my handbag up from the passenger seat … a searing pain shot down my arm – one that I am never likely to forget …. it frightened me .. I cradled my left arm with my right one as if it were my baby. I almost sobbed. After a good 30 seconds or so the pain eased .. and then went …. I was in a bit of shock but relieved it had stopped.
I can’t exactly remember the next time it happened, or the times after that but I know it was happening …. I’d be doing a Body Combat class at the gym, punching and a sudden jolt would send that feeling of a hot-knife-inducing pain down my arm and the class instructor would ask me if I was OK …. or I’d nearly trap my hand in the fridge door and without thinking I’d pull my arm back really quickly and there I’d be, on my knees whimpering in agony, again cradling my bad arm with the good. I made a decision to visit my GP … trouble was I loved going to the gym (kettlecise, total body conditioning, kettlebell conditioning, body combat classes etc) and my biggest fear was being told to stop …. after a few “tests” and listening to what I had to say she surmised that I had torn a tricep and. …. I was told to rest up.
Well me being me and thinking I knew better, I carried on, just dropped the kettles classes .. but when it wasn’t getting any better thought I’d better stop … so at the end of January I put a hold on going to the gym ….
By mid to late March things still weren’t any better and I asked the GP for a physio referral which she did … and I had to wait for ….. I got impatient waiting for my NHS physio so booked a private one – £35 for 30 minutes – ouch – almost as painful as the shoulder!!! …. please understand that by this point I was desperate to get something to stop the pain …. I was beginning to feel like a freak … or that I had something really, seriously wrong with me… The private physio decided I had torn a ligament in my shoulder and gave me some ultrasound treatment to help repair the muscle … she muttered something about my GP would probably say it was Frozen Shoulder as “that’s what they always say” …. a couple of days after I had seen her the NHS physio appointment came through for the next week so I ditched her!!!….. by that point I was really starting to worry … but I knew I had to wait….
Long chat with the NHS PT and he also agreed Frozen Shoulder …. he gave me exercises to do and tried to manipulate my arm into positions that my ligaments didn’t want me to do …. it was horrid … but I resolved to continue and keep on with that and take my naproxen and cocodamol like a good girl and see what the scan said ……..
A further session with the NHS PT 3 weeks later saw him causing me a lot of pain but I convinced myself it was for the greater good – but trying to relax whilst he tried to get my arm to move at angles my thickened ligaments and almost superglue like fluid didn’t want me to do was vile …. and break up the adhesions a bit – not friendly … incidentally, if you don’t have a clue what Frozen Shoulder is, have a read of this …. this my friend, is more painful than one can truly describe ….. words do not work …. only having FS will allow you to truly understand the gravity of it …
http://www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Frozen-shoulder/Pages/Introduction.aspx
A couple of days after seeing my PT I had the ultrasound scan (on the Friday) – they told me to give it a week but I took a call from my GP’s surgery on the following Monday telling me it was definitely FS and to make an appointment for a review in a couple of weeks time…. I was able to confirm to my PT at the third session and when he tried to manipulate my arm this time I told him quite definitely that I hated him and that I would sooner give birth again than go through this ….. but I’ve made an appointment with him in another 3 weeks anyway ……